Monday, August 29, 2011

Sunshine follows every storm and breaks the dark of every night..

why hello there. b girl is back! i kind of checked out of life for a while, but no worries i am recovered and am very happy with the person i'm becoming. i am currently living at home with my parents, which i am really grateful for, and am taking online classes while working part time at a bank. slowly i am getting back into my normal life/routine.

i am so grateful for life right now. i have a wonderful family who cares about my well being so much, friends who are so understanding, and i'm really happy with where i'm at right now. i'm learning that good things come to those who wait, and am being very patient and trying to be better with my studies and work ethic.

this second chance at life is the best thing that's ever happened to me and i'm so glad that an intervention is exactly what i needed to get my life back on track. smiling ear to ear:))

xoxo

b girl

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

love at first sight?

do you ever sometimes think that maybe you made a decision too fast?
have you followed your heart before your head and inner instincts?

i'm feeling uncertain about a decision i've just made. i've been talking a lot with D, and have spent the last five days with him, and believe me, i haven't felt this strongly about someone in a long while. this weekend he asked me to be only his, and i honestly couldn't resist his charm. he is very sweet and sincere and i became captivated with him the moment we met once again after the first. i'm very attracted to him and very much enjoy spending time with him. from friday until today, wednesday, we've spent every day together and he's been staying at my apartment. it's been really nice and i loved coming home every day to a smile and kiss from D. just thinking about it makes my heart melt:)

how can someone fall so fast? is it normal to feel so strongly about someone in such a short period of time?

it scares me how much i like D. the reason it scares me is because it puts me in a vulnerable position and i'm more likely to get hurt because i have such strong feelings for him. i just need to chill the fuck out! geeze

goodnight and good luck

B