I need to post something upbeat after that debbie downer shit I just wrote..ha. Sometimes I feel like writing these wall posts is like writing in a journal that other people can comment on. It's great therapy let me tell you.
So this weekend was so fun. Here's a low down:
Friday:
Went to a bar named Chub's with K (the new boy! not really new, I've known him for years but I finally confessed my undying love to him at the bar on new years when I was a little tipsy. Glad I did though! He asked for my number and we've hung out every weekend since:)) So we'll call him K or Km I haven't decided...anyways went to the bar with his friends, met up with his cousin C and his girlfriend KJ. All his friends are either super serious or engaged. ahh! He came home with me (obviously) and we cuddled and made out it was fun. He is a really great kisser, and he has absolutely no chest or back hair which is amazing in my book. I also tell him that I've never dated someone with so much hair or such controlled eyebrows...he always asks who I've dated then..um hello! Baldies with f'd up eyebrows! Any of my girls can attest to that. He's such a sweetheart but don't get me wrong he can piss me off too. I think he does it cause he thinks I'm cute when I'm mad...not funny K! But anyways he is all that I want but what I cannot get! It's so frusterating...we got into it last night because he said he cant do long distance. Excuse me, 70 miles is not that far! I've dated someone 5 states away for a whole year, 70 miles is completely attainable! I think he uses it as an excuse because he doesn't want to get hurt again. After the fight I turned over on my side and cried myself to sleep while he rubbed my back. He's the sweetest asshole I'll ever know. It was if he said 'I don't want to date you, but I really like you'. WTF dude.
Saturday:
My bestie M's birthday party/going away party. Invited M, B, P and K over to drink before going to the Turf. M got so wasto that at the turf she passed out w her head on the table. K and I decided then it was time to bring her back to my house. After carrying her in the house we set her on the couch to sleep. Speaking of sleep I can't do it anymore without the scary help of ambien. SCARY. That drug makes you feel so trippy and messed up. I didn't take it last night and only got 3 hours of sleep. So I went to the living room, woke M up and we chatted for a few hours. You know you have a great friend when you can wake her up at 4am make half a dozen burritos, eat them all while watching sex and the city and talk about life in general...and after that go back to bed where a cutie ass is waiting to cuddle with you. Oh life was so nice last night:)
Sunday:
P came to pick up M from my house and they invited K and I out for Breake. Delicious, and I paid because I don't want K to think I'm a diggin for gold flakes. Especially when he always buys dinner and drinks for me. He really appreciated it I think. Then he left to go home and I slept on the couch for about 3 hours. I went to the grocery store with my roomie S and bought a shit ton of food I don't need...don't shop on an empty stomach, you will spend every penny you have! Now I'm veggin out procrastinating on studying, and all I want is to go to bed but have K lying in it too...makes me super sad that I only get to see him on the weekends. He told me that he's going fishing with his dad next weekend..aka we're not hanging out for V-day, or should I say VOMIT DAY. Seriously, nobody likes V-day unless they have someone special to share it with. I thought we'd hang out but I guess the fish are calling. Whatevs...I got him a really sassy card that says 'You know by now that I'm very stubborn...but this Valentine's day I want you to know one thing...(open card) I'm worth it!' Thought it was very fitting. I also got him another card that says 'This Valentine's day I hope to get my hands on a lot of junk mail (open card) did I say junk mail? I meant male junk' BAHAHAH! I hope GV isn't embaressed reading this (you know who you are, you own an obese black cat that tried clawing out my eye, that help?)
Anyways, I hate V-day this year...I'm just bitter that K doesn't want to do anything with me.. whatevs..I think I'll play the hard to get card this week, I know that will drive him crazy...good plan.
Goonight peeps,
B
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