'catch a falling star and put it in your pocket, save it for a rainy day..'

Finally i can write my first optimistic and meaningful post for the new year. i wanted to wait until i had something good and positive to say, and boy do i have news.

1. school is going to work after all. there are so many options i never thought about and after meeting with my advisor this afternoon, he totally made me understand that my diploma is very close to being handed to me. so comforting!

2. jobs; this new internship is quite awesome. :) i love that they're so busy and they give me everything that they don't have time to do, even if it's way over my head, i love being challenged and not really know what i'm doing. what can i say i am quite the bullshitter haha.

3. family; miss them so much. E is finally back to fargo and it makes me so happy. we're going to hang out tonight after the bachelor and catch that movie the black swan. this weekend i'm going to Osseo to have a late Christmas with my family on my mom's side on saturday. on friday however i'm going to see my hs friend C and she's going to dye my hair a dark chestnutty color, can't wait! she's excited too because she is graduating soon from Aveda Institute and needs all the practice she can get. after that i hope to catch up with my bestie M and maybe grab a couple drinks somewhere. it will be a great weekend.:)

4. boys/men/potentials; there's this new guy...i know what you're thinking. really B!? you were just cheated on how many weeks ago? yes that's right, about 2. i understand, and yes everyone, i will take things verrrrrry slow. his name is M and wow is all i can say. In a quick summary of what i've discovered so far he is very genuine, sweet, caring, funny, intelligent and my personal fave shy and seems kinda dorky (which is perfect because i am a huge nerd lol). He is extremely busy, even more than me, so this could actually work maybe. we've hung out a couple of times since meeting new years eve weekend. the first time we got together he picked me up and brought me to the impound lot. !. haha so he knows already that i'm very stubborn, and get really upset over stupid situations that are sooo not my fault. he's completely understanding and just such a sweetie. we got together again on friday and went to the turf, my absolute favorite classroom at NDSU. just to let you know, it's the bar. this classroom has a booth that even has my name written on it with a sharpie, and M actually sat down in my booth before i got there. think it's a sign? anyways, while we were chit chatting at the turf we talked about a bunch of things and there was never an awkward lull or moment of silence the whole time. he has this amazing thing he does when he seems impressed or surprised, he tilts his head down and looks up with his eyes and gets the fuckin cutest smile on his face. ahhhh makes my heart melt like butter sliding down a piece of my favorite toast; cinnamon sugar with icing on top. here's to hoping that M is a sincerely nice guy who wont hurt me like all the other a holes who have.

well that's all the news i have right now...wish me luck in all my endeavours coming up soon.

see you on the flipside,

bGirl

XxXXxX (big, little, big big, little and another big kiss to you from me!)