Weird Timing..

So I participated in my traditional Wednesday night activity last night, which is playing in a dart tourney, and it was really fun!

well we didn't win any games, of course, but we had fun losing. (:

Anyways, usually after the game we head downtown just to hang out with the locals, curlers and darters are usually out. This guy in a neon green bright construction jacket came up and started chatting with me. I immediately like him, I mean the coat was pretty sweet, if I had one I'd wear it out to the bars too.. his name is T and he grew up in Iowa and his parents live in Walker now. He's 23 and really attractive(; So anyways, he asked me on a date last night! So he's picking me up today and I have no idea what we're going to do but it's exciting!! I haven't been on a legit first date with someone in.......2 years I think. Wow. That's pretty lame haha

Wish me luck, I am a little rusty with dating etiquette :s

love you always,

B

Leavin on a Jet Plane..

I'm MOVING TODAY!!! woo-hoooo-ey(:

Back to Fargo I shall go! Or South Fargo to be exact..

Love you all have a great Tuesday, I know I will!

Bgirl

love me

I want to cuddle and kiss and be lovey dovey with a boy right now. ughhhhhhhhhh you are so dumb C. too bad you are too involved with yourself to even let someone love you! dummy. have a loney life. if you change your mind i'll be here to kiss, but i wont be dating ya, sorry.

xoxo

B

Honoring all of my loves..AH, MH, AK, CM, CN, FA, EW, AH...you know who you are(;

The (before, and) Afters

Studying in the library has never been so fun! haha. It's not that fun, but I must say the studying for Art exams are more entertaining than studying for something like chemistry, or god forbid Principles of Finance.

It's quite an enjoyable day listening to music and looking at pictures of art on my little love Mac. Mona Lisa is quite boring....but the other art is very inspiring. Inspiring me to do my most beloved hobby, write(:

Listening to great pandora little treats and discovering new art through my art class really gets me in the mood to write I must say. It's an artist named 'The Afters' Never going back to ok has really got me in a great mood. I love this artist, like on the same level as a Dairy Queen treat right now.

Side note, I have not had a single Dairy Queen treat since I don't know when....hrmmmm...no wonder why I'm not feeling so hot these days..

love and kisses, have a great thursday

Bgirl

withdrawal station, how may i help you?

going through withdrawals....of anxiety medication. shitty. it's finals week at NDSU, I have 6 more exams to finish by Friday. and i'm out of fucking lorazepam. why not get more you ask? because i have no money, cannot afford more anxiety medication #1, and #2 i would rather not get addicted thank you very much. i have one more refill on this prescription, and i want to save it for something bigger than finals week.

ughhh shitty school. it will all be worth it in the end however. the light at the tunnel is there...it's just i wont be able to step out of this tunnel until June 12th...just in time for my fabulous birthday. (: so i'm keeping my chin up, the sun will come out tomorrow.

love,

B

Keep Calm and Carry On*

I'm the type of girl that can be so hurt, but can still look at you and smile; the type of girl who is willing to brighten your day even if I can't brighten my own.

Accidental Love*

Today was an amazing day, it really was. I got to spend a short while with a good friend of mine, actually two friends of mine. Once the day was done, I got in my car to drive the 35 miles back home and the song 'A Thousand Years' by Christina Perri came on the radio instantly when I put the key in the ignition. (:

'I have died every day waiting for you. Darling don't be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years, I'll love you for a thousand more. All along I believed I would find you' <3

I Love you Casey. (Note, this is the first and only time I will use a full name in any of my blog entries. This is how important this person means to me)

You could do nothing wrong in my eyes to make me stop loving you. You've rekindled my spirit back to life, and I'll be thankful for all my years, thankful to you. You may not know how wonderful you are; you are warm, kind, loving, sympathetic, handsome, and above all else noble. I could only hope some day to marry such a person. I will love you until the day I die, Casey. I hope you find the happiness you are looking for.

love you forever and always,

B

Motivate yourself to study BITCH!!

you there! get your ass off the fuckin couch right now. put down the Klondike bar and listen. (i'm pretty much talking to myself right now since I don't have a friend roommate who will make me listen)

you are smarter than you think, and prettier too. who cares if you haven't washed your hair in 3 days?? you still showered and washed your hoo-hoo, you are a nice clean smelling individual. besides that, since you are a little stressed out, you've been eating less..which is a concern since your ass is deflating a little bit..eat more chicken nuggets, that's a priority, with lots of mayo. your love handles are deflating a little, but come on, starvation is hard to do, and it kind of turns you into a bitch. and you need your love handles for love making in the future, hard to believe right now, but a time will come when you need a little bit of handle for....whatever you know. Make sure to keep brushing your teeth, it's important. don't let nasty yellow sweaters to start growing on your chompers. it's all about the hygiene lady!! keep it clean.

be on your best behavior. ladies who are stressed about school are not so much fun to be around. get your sleep, eat your veggies and drink your water. don't let yourself get sick. only the week get sick, like freshman. (sorry girls, you really don't know how to handle finals week until your really a Junior. keep your head up....outta that toilet. stop partying so much, k thanks.)

Besides that, I dunno how else you're gonna relieve some stress. Unless you have a boy/boyfriend you can use for sex whenever/wherever you want. I heard some nasty stories about people doing the dirty in study rooms at the library. It wasn't me, but trust me, I'm thinking now....spring semester finals week...boom.

Now, go to sleep soon. set your alarm to wake up early tomorrow at 6am. don't be a pansy ass! you have a test due online by 8am, give yourself extra time and take a nap after.

YOU HAVE 12 DAYS TO COMPLETE 7 EXAMS AND ACE THEM!

Ready, Break! =(:

Love you, get your shit ready and done girrrrrrrrl!

B.lady.classy.girly.graduate.material.diplomaaaaaaa!

Nothing's Lovlier than You..

Every fucking thing is lovlier than you. haha Fuck Fuck Fuck. Someone told me yesterday I say Fuck to much, but I don't really fuckin think so.

But really, everything is annoying me today. Especially logging onto facebook and seeing that some of my girlfriends have status's like 'oh he's mad at me', 'i'm not good enough for him', 'please take me back'. This shit is annoying ladies. There is a reason your guy is feeding you these lame ass lines if your reactions are like this.

You gotta grab life by the balls and just say fuck em. It doesn't matter if you offend somebody, or stand up for yourself if your boyfriend is being a dousche bag. Ladies, please stand up for yourself, who else is going to?

If you're in an abusive relationship, get the FUCK out. There are resources you can use if you are scared for your safety, but nothing is as bad as staying with the mother fucker. Get Even. Get Out. Make him regret ever trying to hurt you, or break your heart.

Break my heart and I'll break your face,

Bgirl

p.s. Happy Thursday, love you all (: