Boss Ass B*tch

Let me catch you up to speed.....this Spring marks two years that I have been living in Minneapolis! Yes, I am 26 (soon to be 27) years old. I'm currently unattached but am an independent lady who enjoys making her own decisions. I'll be cherishing this time alone to be selfish and only do things to please myself. It's really much easier than trying to please someone else sometimes....

Back in January I moved into a new apartment in SLP with my cousin G, and started a new job about a month ago. My title you ask? Just a little Human Resources Manager!! I'm very lucky to have landed this job being only 3 years out of college, and will not leave it for a long while. It will definitely be a challenge, as it is a start up telecommunications company, but you have to take risks to reap rewards!

As I mentioned I'm free as a bird right now, but do have some close friends around the area and a handful of family members that I love dearly living close by. I sure do love Minneapolis! Best decision to move to the big city, even if it did seem scary after graduation.

It's crazy that I feel much more "adult" like these days (as I sit wearing a snazzy blazer drinking green tea in my private office). Things like insurance and taxes no longer scare me so much...I can always figure something out now. But that doesn't mean my child-like free spirit has gone away, my two year old nephew helps to spark my creativity and imagination!

Now some things to focus on; eating healthier, getting a bit of exercise everyday outside, starting a new hobby (?), and maybe re-enter the dating pool. The dating part makes me a little nervous..what was I saying about risks earlier.....?

Bgirl

Back to Minneapolis

Just had a wonderful birthday weekend in San Francisco! I'm sitting at the airport now for another hour waiting to board my flight- might as well create a post.

Here's a run down of the activities of the weekend:

Friday- flew out of Minneapolis quite early at 7am- and arrived in SF at 9:30am. Met M and we took the Bart into the city and dropped our luggage off at our hotel: Executive Hotel Vintage Court. What a deal we got!! For all 3 nights it came to $481, we were both very impressed. It was a small room with only 1 king bed, but it fulfilled its purpose. The first day we went to the Golden Gate Bridge, had dinner on the Macy's rooftop (mushrooms and cheesecake) and met up with M's friend J and another of our Friends Mp. It was a fun day and we ate dinner with the boys and had a drink. J left early to teach a rock climbing class, and M left a short time later to do some work at home. M and I went back to the hotel and checked in and showered and got ready to go out for the night. After face timing with Ms for well over an hour we decided it was a little late and didn't head out for the evening.

Saturday- This day was full of adventures- started out in an area called Hayes. Had breakfast at a cute little place and ate some omelets. This area was full of little shops and we spent the majority of the afternoon shopping around. M bought $200 worth of clothing for Ms at this store called Marine Pacific...3 shirts cost $200- outrageous! We also went to a jewelry store- Alex and Ani- and I bought a gold necklace with a ruby colored stone. We also met up with my cousin I since we needed to make plans for the next day together. We took a stroll down in Fisherman's Wharf- and I was a little disappointed there were no sea lions! There were however tons of tourists, fishing boats, trinket shops and restaurants. We met up with M's friend B and had a drink before heading to Naked Fish for sushi- which was so great! The roof of my mouth is still torn up from the tempura pieces :/ it was worth it though! After dinner we invited B to come out with us as we were meeting up with Mp and his roommates. We went to a few bars this night- Bullit and Tonic, and the crew (along with 2 strangers) sang happy birthday to me at midnight. It was a very fun evening that ended at B's apartment- then M and I took a cab home and went to sleep around 4 am...

Sunday- This was my birthday day! It was fabulous- went to the gay pride parade and then went back to I's place that she is house sitting at for the summer. What an amazing house she is staying at!! It's a bit out of the city, but the views are incredible. It overlooks the whole bay and the golden gate bridge. Truly amazing. We were able to borrow the mercedes convertible and took a cruise into wine country. It was about an hour drive to Healdsburg- but boy was it worth it. We went to Thumbprint winery and had a wine tasting- tasted 6 wines, and then went to dinner at an authentic little Italian place called Scope. Each of our dinners were incredible and the bartender served us a scoop of ice cream with a cup of espresso poured over it- delicious! We walked through the park afterward and then drove back to the city. My cousin dropped us off at the hotel and we both went to sleep- we were so tired!

Monday- we slept in (well 9am....wouldn't call that sleeping in) and got ready to go to breakfast. We found a little coffee shop in the middle of union square and sat outside to enjoy our breakfast. After, we strolled a little around China Town, before checking out of the hotel and taking the train to the airport.

*I would like to note that I did not participate in any naughty activity with Mp...and I'm so happy that I didn't. I really am crushing hard on Z right now, and really adore any time I get to spend with him. I very much enjoyed last weekend- taking Z's pontoon out on Prior Lake and meeting his family: Mom, brother, soon to be sister-in-law and her sister...only wasn't able to meet his father as he was away on business. Maybe Z didn't give it much thought, but I felt really special that he brought me home and introduced me to his family. I love the way he looks at me- those little smirks seriously melt my heart and when we kiss my heart beats very fast and I can hear my pulse in my ears! Yeah, I think you could say I have a huge crush on him.

Well anyways, only 1 hour left and the plane will leave and I can take a gloriously long nap. Back to the real world, back to work, and back to Z!

-B

Dreaming of Va-Ca

T- minus 8 days until my birthday vacation! Next Friday I will be meeting my bestie M in San Francusco for a long fun filled weekend. I've never been to the west coast and can't wait to experience it for the first time. My cousin I also lives there, she's an acupuncturist and bounces between house sitting jobs/places to live. I admire her for her adventurous and courageous life! She's traveled the world and has lived in China- just an overall spectacular human being and such a joy to be around. She's just like her mum, eccentric and one of a kind. Of course I'll be meeting up with M, she wants to go on a bike ride across the Golden Gate Bridge and have us over for dinner. Another little fun treat about this trip is that I will be seeing M (hottie M- baseball player, hot ass, sexy dark hair). Did I mention that him and I have amazingly hot sex??  Well we do, or did at least until he moved to SF this past April. It just happens to be a coincidence my M and I planned this trip to SF...she may or may not be flying in a day later than me to give us a little privacy ;) It should be interesting...I reserved us a hotel with two twin beds!! Maybe I'll just push those suckers together to do some catching up with sexy M....Also on this trip I would like to try and hit up all the great sites and destinations. Whether that be Alcatraz island or a day trip to the wine valley area, I know I'll have a great time. I absolutely cannot wait for this trip! What a great way to ring in turning 26! I'll make sure to blog about my adventures once I'm back home.                                                                        Until next time my loves.                                                                                                                      XOXO -b girl

What happens in Vegas....doesn't always stay there..

What happens in Vegas may not always stay in Vegas..

The first weekend of February, a few girlfriends and I took a trip to Las Vegas for M's 26th birthday. I was so excited to go, I had never been to Vegas before! M and K had earlier flights and checked in to the Monte Carlo around 6pm, I had a later flight and arrived at the hotel at 11pm. Immediately upon arrival I changed into a dress and heels and we went to hit up some bars/clubs. The first club we went to was called 'The Bank', and there were escalators leading up a flight and it seemed so mysterious and the bouncers kept exclaiming that it was a huge party and we had to go join. We paid the cover and went inside, and collected our free drinks (which turned out to be heavy on the tonic, light on the vodka). We wandered to the railing overlooking the dance floor and started to people watch. We noticed there was a man laying on the ground unconscious surrounded by security guards, and all of a sudden a stretcher appeared along with paramedics! Wow, I had never seen something like this before at a club. They put an oxygen mask on him and not 30 seconds later he popped up and started fighting the paramedics off of him. Well that was enough excitement for the first club we thought! We meandered over to a couple of other bars and had some drinks, but nothing too crazy. We called it a night around 3 and walked back to the MC and skyped with M's aussie man for about 45 minutes. I remembered my feet killing me in my heels, and thought to myself I need to buy some gel inserts for tomorrow night.

Woke up a little tired, and with huge blisters on the bottom pads of my feet near my toes. Ouch! I'm not much of a complainer, and didn't want to whine during this fun trip so I took a shower, got ready and put on some flats for the day. M, K and I had a great day exploring the strip, eating at the Hard Rock Cafe and shopping along the way. My absolute favorite part of the trip was stopping to see the Fountains at the Bellagio, and we took a lot of pictures and videos during the water show. I remembered smiling the whole time, what a beautiful sight- it was sunset, and the streams of water danced along with a nice little melody. I felt so happy, and realized it was due time for a trip and I was enjoying myself.

We decided to attend a show- Zumanity at New York, New York (which was my favorite hotel/casino we visited). It was a Cirque de Solei show and seemed to be a little risque- I was so excited to see it! It turned out to be amazing and we had a great time. After, we used our food voucher from the hotel on this little Mexican restaurant and ate some delicious food. Once we finished eating we went to the local CVS- only a block from our hotel to pick up some necessities- alcohol, mixers, antibiotic cream, and gel inserts for my shoes. My blisters were really hurting and I was walking pretty slow, but again I didn't want it to ruin our/my trip. We went up to the hotel room and had some root beer float vodka mixed with root beer- scrumptious. After a little nap we decided a trip to the Venetian was in store for the night. After the walk over we discovered an amazing water way inside near the mall with small wooden gondola boats. Too bad it was late! It would have been a treat to ride these boats along the water way.

We found this little bar playing 80's hits and decided to stop for drinks. The bar was filled with middle aged people singing along to cheesy songs and it seemed like a fun place to spend an hour or so. After some shots and drinks, we started to make some friends. A midwesterner kept cheers-ing me after introducing him to the 'grape ape' shot, and even bought us a round of drinks. I love meeting new people and having a grand time! I remember two guys approaching our table and I thought- hmmm that guy is really cute, definitely the cutest guy I've seen in Vegas for sure. He introduced himself as S, and I must have had a funny smile that he noticed, and I said 'That's my dad's name, I won't forget it', he just smiled. We played a guessing game to figure out what the other did for work- I guessed business owner, lawyer, dentist, and he said I would never guess. He told me he was an Air Force pilot and lived in NC. HOT. I have this little spot in my heart filled with love for NC, and I've always had a thing for military men. But specific military men; Air Force, Army, Navy, those are my fave. He was confident, respectful, and polite. I didn't want the night to end, I was enjoying my conversation with S and was starting to feel nice and toasted. The friend he brought with him seemed a little nerdy, but harmless. I'm a friendly person, and can get along with just about anybody. The friend M (way too many people with the first letter M in my life, it's crazy!) was very intoxicated and seemed annoyed and wanted to leave. But S stayed, he didn't want to leave he said and M stormed off. Once M returned I was up at the bar taking a lemon drop shot with S and barely noticed he sat down at our table and started talking to K. Maybe 10 minutes had passed and K stormed up to us and said 'We're leaving, this guy is so rude and we are not staying!'. My friend M looked at me and we both thought, calm down, have another drink and have a good time. We brought drinks over to the table and all sat together. Just then nerdy M spilled an entire beer on K's new blue expensive jumpsuit she had just bought that day. She barely said anything and I knew she was pissed. S must have known our little adventure was coming to an end and asked me for my number. I immediately blushed (I'm so awkward around people if I like them, especially if they show any interest, I turn into an idiot!) and leaned over the table and gave him my number. He texted right away 'let's go on a short/long walk'. Ughhhhh I wanted to go so bad!! All I wanted to do was walk out of the bar with him, turn the corner and pin him to the wall and make out with him hard. (And maybe take him home and bang the shit out of him, but we can leave the fantasy at making out on the craps table of the casino floor). I told him that I couldn't, the girls would kill me. He seemed to understand, said he should probably get nerdy M home, and they said their goodbyes.

I was in such a good mood walking back to the MC that night, just giddy and happy and buzzed. My feet hurt like a bitch and I was trailing behind M and K, but I didn't care. The girls passed out immediately upon our return and I took my time getting ready for bed. I looked at the clock- only a few hours until we needed to leave for the airport. The trip had gone by so fast! After washing my feet and cuddling into bed I was fast asleep.

At the airport we parted ways- three flights on three different airlines. Back in Mpls, M picked me up from Terminal 2 and brought me home. My sister A and her son C were visiting my aunt in Osseo, and I dropped off my back at my apartment and got in my car and drove up to her house to visit. I remember not feeling the best that day, and my aunt had suggested why don't I just stay the night since I had the next day off of work anyway? I agreed, sounded like a good idea. Monday came and I started to feel horrible, I could tell I had a high fever. I called in sick to work for Tuesday and spent the night at my aunts on Monday night too. Once Tuesday rolled around, after telling my cousin I didn't have enough energy to use the bathroom she looked at me and said 'I think we should bring you to the clinic today'. I agreed and we got in Jetta Marbles and took off for Maple Grove Hospital. I felt so sick and could barely walk or even sit up straight in a chair. After a brief visit in urgent care, they transferred me over to the emergency room right away. They kept throwing scary words around; appendicitis, sepsis..they said they needed to do a lot of tests. They informed me I was indeed very, very ill and I needed to be transferred by ambulance over to North Memorial hospital's ICU wing. All I remember was feeling terrible and was a little confused as to why I needed to go to the ICU, that seemed a little bit much. My parents drove down right away, and my aunt and cousin were with me the whole time.

Turns out I had developed a staph infection from the blister on my right foot, and it had turned into TSS (Toxic Shock Syndrome). I also had Sepsis (blood infection), pnemonia (there was fluid in my lungs), and my liver and kidneys were shutting down. It seems insane that this happened to me and the cause was from a blister on my foot! I ended up staying in ICU that Tuesday through Saturday, then transferred to a regular hospital room until Monday when I was allowed to go home. Tuesday morning my parents drove me home to our house up north. I needed to rest, and I didn't know for how long. It's now the following monday, I've been home for about 7 days. Tomorrow I have a follow up appointment with the infectious disease doctor, and he will let me know about when I should resume my regular everyday life, and when I can return back to work.

I never knew a short 34 hour trip to Vegas with my friends could turn out like this! I don't regret going on the trip, it was a fun time with my friends. I don't live life with regrets, I only think 'that was a hard lesson learned' and move on. I'm lucky it turned out the way it did, things could have turned out much worse. All of my family and friends were wonderful, with me every step of the way. I had so much love and support, even from people I didn't know!

During times like these I learn to appreciate things much more, and will continue to learn how to be patient. Soon enough, I will be back to Mpls and will return to work and regular everyday life. Until then, I will be patient and rest as much as I can.

Hopefully after my next trip to Vegas, what happens there stays there! ;)

Sunshine and Snowflakes *

Another year has begun! Currently I'm living in a suburb of Minneapolis, and I really do love living here. There is always something going on, you just have to look for it.

This year, I want to experience new and different things. Whether it be new trying new foods, visiting a new place, or stepping out of my comfort zone, I'm looking forward to everything new in 2014.

I'm starting to save up for a new car (starting with my next paycheck ;)), I have a Volkswagen Jetta GLI on my mind..and I can't get it off. Hopefully my tax returns are big this year!

Also, the travel bug has bitten me...hard. I did some travel in November for work and visited Lexington, Memphis and Indianapolis. Lexington is an adorable little city that I will be visiting again sometime, most likely while wearing a dress and heels and a big floppy hat for one of the many horse derby's going on there. There are potentially more travel opportunities headed my way with work, if I take on some college recruiting I should be traveling quite a bit- I would love that. Soon enough the day will come when I'll be able to travel abroad again..there are so many beautiful places I'd like to visit. Dubai, Greece, Australia..the list can go on.

Well, off to start my day..don't know what's on the agenda, but I'll be looking for something new to do :)

When luck strikes twice..

I have had the best day! I received two phone calls from two companies I've applied to for full time position openings. One is in Anoka, MN and it is at a company seeking a human resource assistant, while the other is a admissions representative at Minnesota School of Business in Shakopee, MN. It's so exciting that after three months of applying for positions, I have finally received not one but TWO phone calls in one day! I'm so happy I could squeal (=

Looking forward to what tomorrow brings...and it's my day off! Lovely <3 p="">
love you to the moon,

B

Friday should be a happy day..

That time when you are between graduation and landing your first full time job? That's exactly the spot I've found myself in. It makes me want to pull my hair out!! I've been working my ass into the ground- working overtime at a resort, applying to open jobs everyday-calling on those jobs almost everyday, keeping my parents house tidy-they're letting me stay here rent free , keeping my boyfriend/parents up to date on all the jobs I'm applying for, and then all the things I want to do that keep me happy. The happy things I enjoy doing are visiting my sister and her 3 month old baby Coop, he just brings absolute sunshine into my day and I love him dearly! <3 7="7" a="a" about="about" also="also" an="an" and="and" awful="awful" boyfriend="boyfriend" chat="chat" crammed="crammed" day="day" every="every" get="get" good="good" hours="hours" however.="however." i="i" into="into" is.="is." is="is" it="it" like="like" lot="lot" my="my" nbsp="nbsp" night="night" novels="novels" of="of" on="on" p="p" read="read" romantic="romantic" skype.="skype." sleep="sleep" sounds="sounds" still="still" thing="thing" to="to" which="which" with="with">
I have been stressed recently because of all the pressure I've been put under to do well, succeed and land that first AMAZING job that everyone expects a recent graduate to land, all the while saving all my money for my future apartment/school loans/new car? Let me tell you the predicament I currently am in. Because of a mistake I made last April of 2012, and trust me I regret the decision I made and am paying the consequences for that action, I currently do not have a license. After getting a dui, life has been just a wee bit harder. Don't ever drink and drive, it's not worth it, and you'll go fucking broke, good luck affording dinner. ND->Bail money $350, lawyer $2000, Fees $150, Classes $200, Alcohol evaluation $75, Risk reduction seminar $150, reinstatement fee $500, license fee $50. MN->Reinstatement fee $680, application for new license $25, and so much TIME has been given over to the states by me just in order to basically remain a resident of MN and get my license back. Besides all of the money I have paid, I didn't have a license May-October in ND, making me have to move home and finish my classes at BSU in Bemidji, MN. At least I could drive in MN, my lawyer said that I was ok to drive until MN notified me that they were notified by ND of my run in with the law and would revoke my license. This, my lawyer said, was highly unlikely and I'd still be able to drive in MN. Well, he thought wrong. January 9th I received a letter from MN stating that as of Jan. 10 my license was revoked, and I did not qualify for a work permit, had to finish all of my fines with ND, and then turn towards my state of residency, MN, and go through the requirements with MN to get my license back :( What a mess huh? This year has been A LOT of hard work...I have only been working part time the entire year making a part time wage..sometimes working overtime, but how much can a person make on a $10/hour wage working 50ish hours a week? Not a whole fucking  lot. I feel as though 2012 was all about making money to pay for my dui, and whatever was left, which was hardly anything at all, was used for gas and food. Good thing I don't eat a lot haha. Feb. 30th I will have to be driven to Fargo to take a test for ND and if I pass I can get my license back, of course I have to fax in all of the papers stating I have passed and paid for all of the requirements they set out to get my license back. Once I'm finished with ND, I will be ok with MN to get my license back as of Feb. 9th. I have already done all of the requirements for MN, and am just waiting to hear the OK from ND then MN will finally give me my license back. What a headache, right? I realize that it was a huge bad decision I made and someone could've been hurt, but no one was hurt, and it was my first offense. I don't understand why the consequences and fees are so high for a first time offender? After all of my classes and learning about how 'bad drinking and driving is' I have come to discover the consequences for a second offense are so much less than a first time offense....now does this make sense? Not really. Anyways, there's not really much I can do now..it's on my record for life in MN, will drop off my driving record in ND in 7 years, my car insurance will be more expensive for a while and now I have to list this as an offense on job applications while I'm applying for new jobs. It's awful, it makes me feel miserable, and there are many many days when I wake up and I just want to stop trying. It takes so much energy, effort, money, time, and the sympathy and time of those close to me to drive me back and forth like a child. This fucking sucks. I learned my lesson, and it really has put a bad taste in my mouth about alcohol in general, and I don't enjoy drinking at all anymore either. My friends don't understand why I wont drink anymore, but as I look at some of them make the bad decisions I was making last year, and trust me I warn them immensely, but it's their life and they make their decisions, I just hope this doesn't happen to any of them. We are at the age where our careers are just starting out and this is not the time to be getting these misdemeanors.

Soon enough I will be able to drive and I can start living my life again, and make my own decisions, and I look forward to that day. The money I have spent cannot be given back, the decision I made cannot be re-done, all I can do is move forward. I have to try and keep a positive attitude, no matter how hard that may be, and keep my chin up and keep moving forward.

Well, I feel much better after that rant and now feel like I can start the day. Can't wait to get a job that actually pays me decent money too!!! I made more working at a bank for less than a year than I do right now, this is ridiculous. The resort does not believe in raises, lunch/dinner or any sort of breaks (which is completely illegal), they take away our chairs so we cannot sit, and expect you to be able to work 50 hours or more a week, no questions asked. Makes me really want to go back there everyday.....not!

I so much look forward to the day ahead when I don't have to worry so much about how I'm going to be able to fill up my gas tank, or buy some groceries, or most importantly to not be a nuisance to anyone anymore. I'm 24, I should be able to do the things I please.

Now go enjoy this Friday loves, enjoy your weekends for me. I will be working many many hours this weekend at the resort training new people in and checking in and caring for over 150 guests (we have 115 rooms). The weekend is meant for enjoyment, now go and enjoy it!

B

The date is currently Friday, January 18th at 2:47a.m. I am watching Sex and The City (the movie) while reflecting upon my past year. Looking back at 2012 there were many different journeys and obstacles. I feel at peace now with life and know that the difficult journeys I've marched through have only built my character and have helped me to appreciate and value the joys in my life. My family is doing wonderful, I have a very lovely boyfriend and although I may not have many friends, I have a handful of the greatest friends imaginable. I surround myself with positive individuals and exude confidence and happiness, something I used to think I would never attain again. Grateful doesn't even begin to describe it, I owe my life to a certain set of individuals, and for that they will be forever in my heart. I'm even lucky enough to see and talk to these loves every day.

Over the last year I have graduated college, moved twice, had two jobs, gained a nephew and a half and brother in (partnership?) and the best of these things, a newfound happiness. There is something to say about forgiving yourself and choosing to be happy and kind, and I am so lucky to have learned this piece of wisdom as a young adult.

I will leave you now with a Mother Teresa quote

'Not all of us can do great things. But we can do small things with great love.'

love

B

Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's day to you! May your day be filled with love and happiness. I hope you spend your day with all the people you love, and it is a very lovely day.

I actually have a Valentine this year. His name is B, and he is an amazing person. To describe him, he is very kind and warm, humorous, loving, and did I mention attractive? I have been hanging out with him every night since Friday. Last night I spent the night at his house, he lives with his mom right now, and when we woke up she made us a wonderful eggs benedict breakfast. It was so delicious!

My loves, have a great day, know that I am thinking of you (:

love,

Bgirl

Deja Vu*

Do you ever catch yourself doing something you're quite certain you've already done before?

Well in my case, I have a case of the Deja Boi. haha. I may or may not have rekindled a little romance with a previous lova. Ok, so I did.

Shame on me? What do you think...

I think I'm ok with it. :)

Love you to the moon and back,

Bgirl

Honey let me sing you a song*

A perfect day in my eyes;

sleep in, shower, great hair day. school, work, come home to my sweetie, make dinner, make love. cuddle, sleep. fool around in the middle of the night, have ice cream, go back to bed. cuddle. smile. (:

Sounds like a great day to me, now only if i could find my sweetie....

goodnight my loves,

B

The Bachelor...aka The Dousche bag

Benjamin Flajnik is a grade A Toolbag. How rude can one person be?

I guess if your selfish enough to date 25 women at once, you figure you can do just about anything.

Do yourself a favor, and move to Canada once the show's over, cause we don't want to see your face 'round here no more!

Bye Bye Bitch.

Be nice my loves, already know you are sweet.

Bgirl

I have a date with a Frenchie tonight, mmmmhmmm. My favorite foreigner.

Is it just me, or do the french, french kiss the best?

Loves and french kisses,

B

Happy Hump Day (:

Hello All! It's the middle of the week, that much closer to the weekend.

This weekend should be fun, I'll be attending my friend C's wedding reception and my BEST besties are coming to town M and CM(: AHH love them and can't wait to see them. They are also bringing their significant others, so it shall be fun to see them too. They're both dating great guys, so I'm very happy for them.

And....tonight or some other night this week my new French Man wants to get together. How fun, and he is such a gentleman. Wi Wi I like.

Alright my loves, have a great day

love you to the moon and back,

B

T Gettin Fresh to Death

Never thought I would find my Jersey Shore match, but T you definitely filled that role! GTL baby, GTL.

giving you nothing but kisses today,

.xx.

B

''Little bit of devil in (my) angel eyes....driving (you) crazy with that kiss me smile...

Periods suck.

I hate having my period. UGGGHHH. Ruins your life.

I'd rather not feel bloated/get zits/crabby/sick/get headaches/ have cramps and feel nauseous for 5 days. Thanks for giving me a vagina god. I do like sex, but I do not like my genitals having to bleed for days every month, that kinda sucks. AND I'm terrified of blood so every time I have to change my tampon I do it with squinty eyes so I don't have to see that shit. And nobody likes talking about their period and guys hate them too.

Why can't they just be extinct already?

Alright, I'm gonna go to beddi bye, pretty tired.

Love you to the moon and back,

B

Of course M is a dousche. Every person I like turns out to be a douche.

Deleting me as a friend on facebook? WOW. Childish.

Don't WASTE MY TIME M. Don't be a douche. Maybe next time a girl likes you and you like her as well, don't shove her in a cab by herself at 2am. That creates conflict, ASSHOLE.

Have a nice day dick.

B

Weird Timing..

So I participated in my traditional Wednesday night activity last night, which is playing in a dart tourney, and it was really fun!

well we didn't win any games, of course, but we had fun losing. (:

Anyways, usually after the game we head downtown just to hang out with the locals, curlers and darters are usually out. This guy in a neon green bright construction jacket came up and started chatting with me. I immediately like him, I mean the coat was pretty sweet, if I had one I'd wear it out to the bars too.. his name is T and he grew up in Iowa and his parents live in Walker now. He's 23 and really attractive(; So anyways, he asked me on a date last night! So he's picking me up today and I have no idea what we're going to do but it's exciting!! I haven't been on a legit first date with someone in.......2 years I think. Wow. That's pretty lame haha

Wish me luck, I am a little rusty with dating etiquette :s

love you always,

B