Wednesday, February 9, 2011

love at first sight?

do you ever sometimes think that maybe you made a decision too fast?
have you followed your heart before your head and inner instincts?

i'm feeling uncertain about a decision i've just made. i've been talking a lot with D, and have spent the last five days with him, and believe me, i haven't felt this strongly about someone in a long while. this weekend he asked me to be only his, and i honestly couldn't resist his charm. he is very sweet and sincere and i became captivated with him the moment we met once again after the first. i'm very attracted to him and very much enjoy spending time with him. from friday until today, wednesday, we've spent every day together and he's been staying at my apartment. it's been really nice and i loved coming home every day to a smile and kiss from D. just thinking about it makes my heart melt:)

how can someone fall so fast? is it normal to feel so strongly about someone in such a short period of time?

it scares me how much i like D. the reason it scares me is because it puts me in a vulnerable position and i'm more likely to get hurt because i have such strong feelings for him. i just need to chill the fuck out! geeze

goodnight and good luck

B