Monday, December 27, 2010

this isn't the end.

we're just getting started. the road stretches on and on and on. we're moving again..

just some lyrics from one of my favorite songs 'you in the end' by matt hires. funny how a song can relate to an individual's circumstances so well. i know that in this moment, things aren't exactly what i had hoped they would be. i was upset and disappointed in myself and thought i should have to learn to discover and learn the consequences.

but i've learned that some situations/instances are out of our control. we can't blame ourselves for all of our failures when there are other factors involved in that failure. we need to give ourselves more credit.

as long as i know that a few negative factors contributed towards my feeling of disappointment, i know that i did everything i could in order to succeed. i am a strong believer in everything happening for a reason, and although you might not be able to see it right away, it will reveal itself in time and you will learn why that situation happened.

new years' is right around the corner, what will your resolution be? i think mine will be to be to realize that happiness comes from within and that the best things in life are laughter, happiness and love. there will be hard times and good times, but every time you must remember who you are and sincerely believe you are an amazing person to be as resilient as you are. with every negative load dropped onto your shoulders be sure to shake it off and step up, you will prevail.

on january 14th i'm planning on getting a tattoo on the left side of my ribs in a wild cursive type font. i'm debating on the quote but after discovering a small sign today randomly, i think i might go with 'love the life you live. live the life you love.' that quote really struck me and i want it to be written in another language. maybe german since it is my favorite language to speak.

goodnight moon,

b

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